duì / tā / ér / yán / nà / cì / qī / piàn / shì / rén / shēng / zhōng / nán / yǐ / xǐ / qù / de / yóu / gòu对他而言,那次欺骗是人生中难以洗去的尤诟。For him, that deception was a disgrace he could hardly erase from his life.