tā / jué de / zì jǐ / zhǐ shì / zài / shì shàng / xìng shēng / zhǎo bú dào / rèn hé / yì yì他觉得自己只是在世上幸生,找不到任何意义。He feels that he is just living aimlessly in the world, unable to find any meaning.